| So this is Christmas |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|03:55 am] |
I realised how outta touch I am with most people now, and idk if it's subconsciously a choice or time being a factor's limiting my friend capacity and meet-ups. It's kinda upsetting at times, but it probably isn't something I want to deal with right now. My head and heart's all over the place. Ironically enough, being home during the festive seasons robs more "me" time than if the school activities packed up. If home's a place where you're supposed to feel comfortable to be in your own skin and do the things you'd like to do (without restriction), then, this house ain't a home. Hate festive seasons, miserable at best.
Not looking forward to 2010 in the least bit, so much left hanging, left unsettled, left unresolved. So much I've yet to do and accomplish.
Oh, and being this :S :/ :( >:( this season has amounted to two things: I think my cheeks got chubbier + my bank acc is rapidly depleting.
At this rate, if depression hits again I'll have to kill myself.
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[Dec. 26th, 2009|02:33 am] |
Quick update to remember this Christmas.
i love Christmas. :)
Bonnie's back in Singapore and she's sucha big girl now!
I can't believe she's staying over at my place without her mommy and daddy and she is currently sleeping on my bed now.
Choo bad, my sis is missing out like crazy. she's begging her to stay longer in Singapore till she returns from Europe. Hello Chowster, i miss you.
Okay bye! |
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| risk or an adventure of a lifetime. |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|02:26 am] |
To be candidly honest, I never really liked to make detailed plans about my future. never liked to do and am rather skeptical about activities that require me to envision what i'd be/where i'd land up in/do in months ahead. never really liked to talk about what i want to be when i grow up because i guess most of it never comes to pass. (okay, i may be wrong on this and i willingly accept correction haha but i've only one point to bring across)
I do not know what tomorrow brings; there's so much uncertainty in the air i can almost suffocate listing them in one breath.
Yet, i know because He lives, i can face tomorrow.
I know that while i'm searching, i am found and when i'm striving to hang on, He's already carrying me through.
And to greener pasture, i know He will lead me.
So on His never changing, altogether Good nature, i stand. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|01:42 am] |
where You go, i go.
what You say, i say.
what You pray, i pray.
i choose to believe: keep the fire burning and the fire will keep you burning.
i don't want to end the year in this manner cos it's not how well you started off, butbut how well you end off. |
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| Let's conspire to ignite |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|05:02 am] |
My camera's turning into a time capsule; ugh. Just nov-dec alone, mind you. Busy these days w....
- a new book! Erskine's Box, Kym Llyod
- meet-ups; godddd, organising, scheduling, rescheduling's depleting quite the number of brain cells
- anything but school; skipped this week, prob the next too but guess what, uh-huh, exam timetable's out. Fuck no.
- birthday-christmas-countdown plans! This calls for operation S-O (sneakout). How am I gonna pull that many off? Hmmm....
- housework; the maid will only come, AFTER CNY, ughhhh. Btw, CNY falls on Valentine's Day. Bummer much.
Heading out in ETA 1hour for breakfast. Only way I ever manage to get breakfast is if I don't sleep. My life is sad. Alumni night and perhaps Butter w the BAP kids, woohoo. And kudos to the marketing comm for the birthday surprise + card. Shwwwweet ♥♥♥(: |
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|11:47 pm] |
i feel like crying now.
i'm only left with 16 days till the new year approaches.
i want to invent a time machine!
On a lighter note, Bonnie's coming back in 5days'! :):):) |
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| eyes to see; |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|10:55 pm] |
A: why do you need so much money?
B: because she needs help paying for it.
A: why don't you get the church to do it?
B: aren't we the church?
To find be the church.
too myopic, too long. |
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